Every once in a while, you have one of those REALLY realistic dreams... You know, where you wake up and for the next day you're looking over your shoulder? When you start looking for scars or stiches because you could have SWORN that someone had stabbed you?

Yeah, I had another one of those and it was just so SURREAL that I have to tell someone, even if no-one reads this, it's just so weird...

Well, I can say now, I know what it's like to have a physical knife go right into my heart... Dammit, I woke up and it was so weird... I honestly checked for a scar... Yeah, now I feel stupid, but it was that weird. I'm probably going to do a mini-fic on it, just so I don't forget, but I like the sound of my heartbeat a lot more now.

And I feel SHITTY, because I have a fucking cold and it won't go away and I was in bed ALL DAY in a HAZE... Bah. *choo*